On holiday is a beast.
Every on holiday such as New Year Day or Kwow Pansa Day I went to my home town, Chaiyaphum. I do not know, why this year I did not come to there. My mother asked me.
Are you serious, that you did not come back home?
I said, yes sure!!! Mom.
OK, if you had a friend it OK for me. I was not worried about you. And now you had a choice please thought again Ok. I was waiting for you baby.
Sure!! Mom I was serious. I can stay at my Dorm.
OK!!! Up to you.
That is our conversation about my Mom and I.
The first day on holiday -December 31, 2008
Every where surround me be quiet. The shops that sold food are close. Open only Seven/ Eleven but I do not want it. It make me miss my Mom but for just a minute. My thinking is true. I tell myself. My friend and I go to Ong Pha for having Brunch (breakfast+lunch). In the evening my friends and I celebrate before New Year and countdown only three persons. So feel lonely and make me hang over two day. Oh!! I want to die God!!
The second and the third day – January 1-2, 2009
These days I was hang over. I was staying in my bed. I was sick. I told my friends. I serve you right, my friends told me. !!! Ok did not have someone loved me. My on holiday was a beast. Why I did not trust my Mom (come back home). It so bad for me. I missed you Mom. I did not have everything for eating except MaMa or Wai Wai but I was bored. Oh God.!!!! Help me please.
The forth day –January 3, 2009
I was still sick but must prepared something for my camp at Mae Nam Noy Border Patrol Police School because Princess Sirintorn is going to there and I was the one for helping there. So tried!!!!
The fifth day- January 4, 2009
This day I was so happy because my friends will come to the Dorm. I was not alone. And this day I was going to Mae Nam Noy Border Patrol Police School for doing something with my friends. It made me tried but I can smile that I can did good things for the children at the border. I was happy so much.
Next time is holiday I am going to my home town sure. On holiday is a beast for me now. I miss my Mom. I am homesick. I am alone. Oh God !!! help me please!!!
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I think your mom want you to come back to your home town but you told her. you can stay in your dorm. It's OK. I think you happy in new year. Your're countdown so guiet but OK. You like the activities. I think you're happy.
I know how you feel when you are living at dormitory. I have been before. …
You are very kind. Although you were still sick, you can do the good thing for others. It mad you tired but you can smile and be happy. It was very good.
My friend, you are very strong woman. You can smile and enjoy in your new year. It ok. for you? Love you, my friend.
Oh it is very so sad for your new year. I am sure after that you will be happy all of new years. At least you will stay with your family.
If I can I will be send massage to Happy New Year to you next time though we didn't stay together.
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