Task 7: ~~~~~~On holiday is a beast++++

On holiday is a beast.
Every on holiday such as New Year Day or Kwow Pansa Day I went to my home town, Chaiyaphum. I do not know, why this year I did not come to there. My mother asked me.
Are you serious, that you did not come back home?
I said, yes sure!!! Mom.
OK, if you had a friend it OK for me. I was not worried about you. And now you had a choice please thought again Ok. I was waiting for you baby.
Sure!! Mom I was serious. I can stay at my Dorm.
OK!!! Up to you.
That is our conversation about my Mom and I.

The first day on holiday -December 31, 2008
Every where surround me be quiet. The shops that sold food are close. Open only Seven/ Eleven but I do not want it. It make me miss my Mom but for just a minute. My thinking is true. I tell myself. My friend and I go to Ong Pha for having Brunch (breakfast+lunch). In the evening my friends and I celebrate before New Year and countdown only three persons. So feel lonely and make me hang over two day. Oh!! I want to die God!!

The second and the third day – January 1-2, 2009
These days I was hang over. I was staying in my bed. I was sick. I told my friends. I serve you right, my friends told me. !!! Ok did not have someone loved me. My on holiday was a beast. Why I did not trust my Mom (come back home). It so bad for me. I missed you Mom. I did not have everything for eating except MaMa or Wai Wai but I was bored. Oh God.!!!! Help me please.

The forth day –January 3, 2009
I was still sick but must prepared something for my camp at Mae Nam Noy Border Patrol Police School because Princess Sirintorn is going to there and I was the one for helping there. So tried!!!!

The fifth day- January 4, 2009
This day I was so happy because my friends will come to the Dorm. I was not alone. And this day I was going to Mae Nam Noy Border Patrol Police School for doing something with my friends. It made me tried but I can smile that I can did good things for the children at the border. I was happy so much.

Next time is holiday I am going to my home town sure. On holiday is a beast for me now. I miss my Mom. I am homesick. I am alone. Oh God !!! help me please!!!